I have a bad experience about donation.  

 A 10 years boy. It is my story.

A white little boy.

 When He passed the Class Four.  After that he was admitted to a new Hafezi Madrasa (Hafezi Madrasa  where children is memorizing the Quran).  If he has a deep desire for memorizing the Quran.  

So he is admitted to a new Hafezi madrassa near his residence.  One day she heard from a man that if he wanted to be Hafez, she had to go to a Hafezhi madrassa far away from his parents.  Then he told his father that he wanted  to attend a madrasa which is far away from his parents house.

If I will be admitted to a madrasa which is far away from his parents house.

 I would be haphazard.  The father knew his son, the father told his son that you could be hafiz from a madrassa near your home.  But the boy tried to explain to his father in different ways. Father loved his son so he did not want to admit his son to a madrasa which is far away from his  house.

but at one point the father kept his request.

 When the boy went to a madrassa for the first time, he used to read the Quran all the time in the hope that he might be haphazard, even when the boy used to play in the field after the Asr prayers.  In those times he read the Quran Like crazy little boy.

 If you listen to the boy previous trip to a madness, you will understand a pattern of his madness.  One day he was playing on the field after the prayer of the room.  Then a cricket ball fell into a dirty pond beside the field.  The players in the field told him that if you could pull the ball out of the dirty water you would be haphazard.  The boy then went down into the dirty water in hopes of getting rid of the ball.  Since the boy could not swim, the boy was afraid to go down into the dirty water.  Now you can tell why the boy did not drown in the pond.   brother dirty pond deep in the dirty pond, so the boy did not drown.  Now let's go back to the story first. 

 The boy was more mad when he was going to study in his remote madrassa.  A man was telling him that a lot of people were beaten up by Huzur's hand (Teacher of the Madrassa)

 So when Hujar beat him, he was happy that he could be Hafez. The boy smiled and thought he could be Hafez.  The truth is that he was in pain.  

I'm talking about the extent of the beatings.  He could lift the cut skin with his hands, sticking it to a certain place in his hands and the blood was tightened in that particular spot.  He thought that if he had cut spots on the back of his head he would be haphazard.  

The reason for his feeling like this was that many Hafez saw the scar on the back of his head. He tried to cut his head back.  Since the boy was of a frightened nature, he did not succeed in cutting his head back.  

The madrassas received financial support from various agencies.  With that money, it was the responsibility of the masters to manage the winter clothing and good food for the students.  A good amount of money was deposited in the madrassa fund but due to lack of accountability, the money could not be passed indirectly to the poor students.  One day he saw that the teacher taught the students of the madrasas that they should tell lies, now you tell me what kind of lies the masters taught the students?

  Listen, then, to what kind of lies the teacher taught the students. 

Some guests will come to the madrassa. if they ask if your father lives?  Then the students will all say that their father is dead.  But the truth is that the parents of some of their students were alive.  If the guest asks what food you are given. Then the students will be told the guests look at the chart of the food. We eat according to the chart of the food  But the truth is that the list of real foods was no match for that food list.  

He had a bad habit that he could not lie.

After some time the guests suddenly came to the madrasa.  Then The boy was sleeping.  You may  know that all madrassa students have to wake up early in the morning. They are given a certain time of day to sleep.  The day was a winter day.

The boy was shaking.

  A guest come to the boy and told the boy why you were shaking in the winter.  Before the boy can answer, the guest again says that you was not receiving winter clothes.  The boy  answered he was not received any winter clothes.  The boy, unknowingly, told the truth to the guest. Because he is saying always true.

 Every night after the Asha prayers, that madrassa was a rule that a few students from the students would stand up and recite Surah Mulk in the Quran.  Among the few students was that the boy.  That the boy was Totala,  when he was  recite Surah Mulk in the Quran. His pronouncing was like a Totala boy.

After the guests was gone,

 On that night the boy recited Surah Mulk, The big teacher of the madrassa's  stopped him from reciting the Quran and The big teacher of the madrassa's  was 

doing   acting like the Totala boy. 

The big teacher ordered all teacher that the boy was not able to memorize the Quran because he is Totala.

The Quran memorizing  should not be taken anymore from the boy.  

when he went to sleep after the incident.

The boy could not sleep  that night.

The boy soaked the pillow with tears throughout the night.  The next day,

When the boy goes to the teacher to Listening the words  of the Quran.

Teacher said we are not Listening you Quran words.

The boy cried and told the teacher, please listen to my reading.

The teacher was refusing to Listening.

That night 

The boy soaked the pillow again with tears throughout the night.  

The boy was going to his house. 

After Twelve years.

Surprising

The boy has got honours and Masters  Degrees from that place.

God is the best planner.

Writer: Jubair Mahmud.